Well, I survived the first day. It wasn't the easiest day but it wasn't the worst day either, until now. I was frustrated when I took my measurements and weight this morning. I am still debating whether or not I'm going to post these things here. The pictures are embarrassing enough to me. I don't know that the numbers will really benefit or not. Maybe once I start losing I won't have such a hard time. I am just really frustrated with myself. Mostly that I have let it get to this. I have never been in the best shape or the skinniest person, but I've always been comfortable with myself. Since having kids I have struggled a lot with my weight and exercise. Today was the beginning of my uphill battle that I am going to finish and beat.
My run was pretty difficult today. I have never run on a totally empty stomach with absolutely no water the entire time. I don't exercise tomorrow but I am a little worried about the run on Wednesday because I don't eat anything all day tomorrow and once again have to run without water. All I can say is that I am really looking forward to the omelet I get to eat on Wednesday morning. The protein shake that I had for breakfast/lunch wasn't too bad. The hardest part was the fact that I went and made bread with my sister-in-law. I struggled to not cheat with some bread or some of the treats that were at Jim's parents house but I am proud to say, I had none! Even though I had a headache and felt like I was going to puke, I stayed strong. I am struggling now because this is my time of day when I usually sit down and enjoy munching on food. I brushed my teeth to try and ward off temptation and I am going to go to bed soon. Might as well get some good sleep! Here's to another day tomorrow!
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