Day Three

Even though I am really trying to be more positive about all of this I have to be honest when I say, today has been really, REALLY hard! My workout was hard and I felt like I was going to pass out quite often. My omelet was yummy but it has made me want food a lot more today than I did yesterday. I really am surprised how yesterday was a lot easier than I thought. Today I have been really fighting (and fighting hard) to stay away from the yummy homemade bread that is sitting in my kitchen. I had to make cookies for Pack Night tonight and they didn't even tempt me, not once. It's just that darn bread! I am really happy with how I feel though. I lost 2 more pounds yesterday, yep a total of 5 so far. I feel better mentally and have more energy then I have in last year, probably more. I just really want the cravings and mental obstacles to go away. Jim has been very supportive and continues to offer me words of encouragement which really help. I can't wait for dinner Friday night. I think I'm going to make Chinese food, potstickers, sweet & sour chicken and beef low mein. Sounds so yummy right now. Something to look forward to. That, and I am almost done with the hardest week. Yay!!!